............................ BOWERS' SCRY

April Athena -- love her.

2011-02-25T20:31:00.005-07:00

Okay girls, If you don't follow any makeup guru's on youtube, but would like to start this is where I suggest going first. www.youtube.com/aprilathena7
I really really love April, she is so genuine and lovely. She introduced me to colored contacts and a certain 'sweet style' that I love. Let me know what you think!
OH And she is having an amazing give-away! check into that for more details!

have a joyful day!

the holidays.

2011-01-06T10:55:00.005-07:00

It's been a while, so here's what we've been up to...

We chopped down a christmas tree for Chad's mom.

And had fun playing in the snow.

Christmas morning... fun as usual!

And we went to temple square...

finding my purpose. finding myself.

2010-12-09T21:36:00.006-07:00

I am reading a wonderful book by Dr. Wayne Dyer called Inspiration: Your Ultimate Calling. You may have seen his programs on television. He is an inspirational speaker, and a really good one too. (in my opinion.) In this book he talks about living "in spirit" and that by having yourself be in this state of joy and inspiration you will be guided to your ultimate calling in life.
Lately, before I even started reading this book, I have been looking for my bliss... the thing that gives me true purpose and joy in my life. Or at least something that I enjoy doing.

So far, I've learned to take time for myself. Last week I did this very well, I took myself out to lunch, went shopping for myself, read my book, and wrote in my journal. It was good. I did feel a sort of sadness about being alone, but I also learned that I can't depend on others to make me happy. It took my a while to figure out how to ask myself, "What is it YOU want?" Most of the time, I am not even sure what it is I really want. I mean I have desires for the future, but right now?... it's not so easy to decide.
I see women around me who know exactly what they want and where they are going in their life. They are so driven and confident. I am very driven once I have decided what it is I want... it is just the deciding that gets me. I have so many facets of myself... how do I focus on one aspect and say "this is who I am, and that is what I want." ? Sometimes I am outgoing, strong-willed, excited, and enthusiastic! And other times I remind myself of a quiet librarian who freezes up when put into social situations. Who am I really?... I suppose I have to decide that for myself. :) hahah..
And perhaps there are many out in the world who feel this same way.
Afew years ago I was following a program lined-out in a book called The Artist's Way. This book is all about finding your inner creative self... good book. One assignment that is given is for you to write your top five other lives to lead. Here were mine... (mind you this is a few years ago... when I knew myself better)...

1. "I would work just to be able to dance. I wouldn't worry about nice clothes or an expensive car. I would work hard any place I could and during the evenings I would dance, Dance my heart out and feel so free! I would work my body to be the perfect ballerina and ballroom dancer. In my free time I would practice my own modern dance. I would have many close friends and live and breathe a world of motion art!!"

2. "I would live a 'Mother Teresa' kind of life! I would commit myself to serve all people I would find strength from God to lift others. I would walk the streets of Calcutta as a light in the dark. I would offer 'living waters' to all those in distress giving love to all people... a simple life of service."

3. "Living on teh 22nd floor of a large condominium building in downtown Salt Lake.. my home!! An Artist's haven! Ceiling high, book shelves made from beautiful cherrywood, red walls protraying the oil painting of my most creative ability. Always music playing, an area to cook delicious foods and have friends over for dinner. A safe place from the world and a place to gather with amazing people. A place of lerning , loving, creating, giving... a place to nurture a sad or lonely neighbor. A place of non-judgement. I could work at my home doing massage and processing or in a small office in downtown SLC. My office would be painted a true-green color. Small, just big enough to get the job done! My office would resemble much of my home. Peace would be my nature and love would by my gift. And of coarse to feed my soul & social life, I would dance and attend ballroom dance competitions. My life is balanced, healthy, happy, active, successful, encouraging, involved, loving, grateful, courageous! Artistic is my nature. I would be well known at the local music store and dance studio. Friends come and gather easily and frequently!"

4. "Live as a cow-girl -- yee haw!-- work on a ranch, ride horses, live in teh great outdoors! perhaps in teh mountains, small log home for me and my husband... away from most of the world. Spend nights fishing and singing! Study and meditate with my horses or alone."

5. "Teach! teach alternative medicine... inspire others to find their path. To have my own shool, store, etc."

Some of these make me laugh now, and others I can still see myself in them. Perhaps if I go back to the time when I wrote all of these "lives" down, I can start to remember who I am again. Maybe even discover what it is that I want right now in my life. :) wish me luck!
-Lesa.

alien girl

2010-12-03T05:21:00.002-07:00

Have you ever been going along in your life, everything seems great... then all of the sudden you look at your life, your world and you hardly see yourself anymore? Instead it is a flood of stuff, clutter, busy work, bills, and everyone else's opinion all in your face. I felt this not too long ago. That is why I've decided to figure this out. I MUST find that joy, my purpose for exsisting, that space where everything seems good again. For some reason all of these thoughts are keeping me up at night... so I better find this "space" fast!-- so I can sleep. i feel like such an alien. haha

ginger cookies!

2010-10-18T19:11:00.004-06:00

Yum... I made these ginger cookies. they are so... mmm... good.

I say you can never go wrong with Cinnamon, ground cloves, and ginger!

homemade english muffins

2010-10-04T12:04:00.004-06:00

While listening to general conference Sunday morning, I decided I really wanted a breakfast sandwich. Allrecipes.com had a enlish muffin recipe I had to try... I think they turned out really good! They took over an hour to make but it was worth the wait!

a sea of pumpkins

2010-10-03T08:39:00.004-06:00

I was driving in Orem the other day when I saw this front yard full of pumpkins! I thought it was so beautiful!

I just love the Fall. The colors are so amazing. The food is so amazing. Gathering with friends is amazing as well. What's not to love?

special lucky day.

2010-09-28T22:14:00.003-06:00

Today I spent an amazing day with my sister-in-law, Rachel. It was so fun just to talk and shop... two of my favorite things.
I had class this evening... our professor held a 10 minute class and then let us leave! (I just love short classes)
Well, UVU was having bingo night... I couldn't resist. For prizes, I got a bunch of groceries PLUS I won the dvd "Letters to Juliet"... I've heard it's good. So, I was glad when I came home with two bags full of free groceries and a movie. lucky me.

cream puffs drizzled with chocolate

2010-09-19T22:39:00.004-06:00

Today was a long beautiful sunday. I thought that these desserts would go perfectly to match such a day as today. puffs filled with banana pudding and drizzled with milk chocolate. (powdered sugar could be used on top as well.)

From Better Homes and Gardens.

!

2010-09-17T08:33:00.005-06:00

Just discovered http://www.browneyedbaker.com/! love it.

Very excited to try making pizzelles...

dreams and traditions

2010-08-26T09:07:00.007-06:00

One of my many life dreams is to travel the globe with Chad. First on Chad's list is Scotland... I think my top is the rest of the UK, India (because i've heard you'll never be the same after seeing India), Israel, Germany, New Zealand..

I've thought a lot about working in some kind of relief effort... I would love to help those in need all around the world. (Traveling plus service-- can't go wrong there.)

Anyway!!! the reason I bring all of this up is because the other day I was at Ross and found this box that had a pair of necklaces. on one necklace was an airplane with a little pearl, and the longer necklace had a little pendant of a passport. I thought is was SO cute! I thought I should get this to wear during school so I know why I am working so hard and to remind me of my goals and to keep focused on them even when life gets too hard. You wouldn't believe it but I didn't buy the necklace... I am having non-buyers-remors (?)

Have you ever had that happen to you?!!

on a totally different note, today is the first day of school for "my kids". Zack is starting first grade today and VJ is starting third grade. I am making chocolate chip cookies for when they arrive home. About a year ago I was thinking of our own future family and deciding that would be one family tradition; that I would make my kids a special 'after the first day of school' treat... friends are always invited to come too. I figured I would start the tradition early with my "practice kids" :) hope that's not bad to call them that. nevertheless, I hope they enjoy the cookies. I will also be taking some to my sister's kids today too.

news

2010-08-19T17:06:00.003-06:00

So I added some songs to my playlist including some Tango songs... so sorry it's a random mix now but I hope you guys like it.. I don't know, do people even like music playing while reading a blog?? I do. ta ta.

one week away... until my summer is considered finished

2010-08-19T16:18:00.004-06:00

Next Wednesday is the start of another semester... how do I say this, I don't feel prepared... So for the cure I am going "school shopping" for myself after work. I remember when my mom use to take me, torture (for both of us I'm sure). But today I plan on going by myself -- the only good way to shop if you really want to accomplish anything. bible. Picking up some paper, folders, color-coded sticky tabs.. I happen to be an incurable collector of good pens and pencils so I have plenty of those. Also to celebrate the new school year I may even look for some stylish clothes. Although, I do have plenty of clothes sometimes it is good to get something new; somehow it gives me confidence to feel I have nice clothes. Trust me I need all the confidence I can get for this semester.

Fun to note, I have completed all my 'elective' courses... sounds like me doesn't it; onto the 'hard' classes now. And it's just the beginning. *grin

2010-08-18T12:30:00.006-06:00

Yesterday... was amazing.
The morning started late, I woke up around 9:00 and slowly got ready for the day. I started by trying to replicate my successful poached egg that I did the day before (apperently it's easier to do on a gas stove)... not as good as before but still tasty enough to eat. I watch part of the swimming Olympic tryouts on TV... and started getting ready for the day. For some reason my makeup wasn't working for me... I think my skin was a little too dry and just looked patchy. So I washed it off moisturized some more and tried it again. turned out good, not great though. I quickly straightened my hair and finally around 11:00 I was ready for the day. A half hour later Chad and I were out the door and on our way to Salt Lake City. Chad got a gift certificate to Braza Grill from our friends Laine and Elyse for his birthday last month. We ate there for lunch... it was delicious!! seriously! I think it was better than Tucanos... seriously amazing. We had a great time talking, laughing, and enjoying great food together... magical like.
The place must have been way more busy than they had anticipated for that day, because there was a single server and the place was almost full. It gave us plenty of time to have conversation while waiting for our food.
We finished at Braza Grill not too extremely full (thankfully) and drove ourselves to temple square. First we decided to visit the Church History Museum where we walked three floors of amazing things. My favorties were probably the death masks of Joseph and Hyrum Smith. Seeing the handwritting of the prophets as they displayed their journals and letters to loved-ones. I enjoyed seeing Joseph and Hyrum's pistols that they had and fired in Carthage jail trying to defend themselves. I had gained a stronger sense of the pioneers and their incredable spirit and dedication to creating Zion. It's amazing and testimony building seeing those things of the past.
Next we went to the conference center and took a tour! Very fun.... it's just so massive! The art work is all original. We spent over an hour looking at everything in there.
Then we went to dinner... it was 7:30 and we were hungry! We had done so much walking around it was nice to sit for a while. We ate at The Lion House... Chicken, potatoes, gravy, salad and the famous rolls. Very YUM! Then in just in time, we were able to get a tour at The Beehive House. It was so beautiful too! and to see it is amazing! Just to think about what their lives must have been like after crossing the plains and finally being in the Salt Lake Valley and building Zion and helping others come to Utah too... they were so busy with the Lord's work.
The sisters who gave us a tour were great as well. One was from India and the other from South Carolina. Both so beautiful and friendly. My favorite rooms in the house were... all of them!
After that we went to temple square and saw the replica model of the temple and the rooms inside. By this time we were very tired. We went to the car and guess what.... it didn't start! ahh.... we tried and tried and tried.... I was getting worried but we kept the faith and finally we got it running and we were fine the rest of the way home.
We arrived home around 10pm and couldn't wait to shower and get to bed (at least I couldn't). slept soo goood..

Rooms...

2010-08-04T10:07:00.006-06:00

I was looking for some decor ideas for my niece who wants to re-do her room... and I found these from hgtv.com. super cute and some good ideas!

Houses I love!

2010-08-04T09:53:00.004-06:00

marvel at life with me.

2010-08-02T13:37:00.005-06:00

Just in case you haven't seen it already; there are some amazing videos at http://www.lds.org/

They are such good, inspiring videos. I especially love the one on the Book of Mormon. It's been a long time since I have felt so moved by anything. I use to be easily moved by anything to the point of tears, but the last few years have been so much fun I've forgot to stop and really marvel at my life blessings in the ways I should have.

lovely!

2010-07-12T09:34:00.002-06:00

Simple clean lines....

wish, hoping, praying... as always

2010-07-08T10:35:00.004-06:00

I love these pictures sooo much! copied them from http://mysweetsavannah.blogspot.com/

I want my bath and bedroom to look just like this someday! (I'm always dreaming.)

A Girl Can Dream... a lot~

2010-07-01T13:12:00.015-06:00

I enjoy reading everyone's blogs or comments on facebook, I think that it makes me feel closer to the family I never really get to see. I loved looking at Starlee's Miss Utah pictures. They were so beautiful. And to see Angie's cakes and all the cool things she experiences in her life. And to read about Emily's projects and home decor magic... I just love feeling like I know you guys.

I have a dream...

of our someday family...

and our someday house...

with our someday dog, an akida of course...

I dream of the parties and family gatherings we will have.

The backyard gardens... roses, vegetable, and a forest of climbing trees because no matter how old I get I'll always like climbing them.

We dream of our dojo where Aikido and Yoga will be practiced.

Our children will be free to play and make "believe".

I want to give our children a full childhood so they will be confident adults knowing that their parent's loved them....

and I want to write this all down now because I know I'll forget to make the days count later if I don't keep a note of it now.

I want to raise my kids like they did 'back-in-the-day' :

family meals every night, home-made and healthy. (friends are always welcome, young and old)

Have family prayer in a circle holding hands... because I love that even though we didn't do it growing up.

And Chad will teach them all how to shoot a gun, even me... I have yet to learn.
Chad has also promised to paint little fairies on our 'someday' baby-girl's bedroom walls... he is such a good artist.

Music and laughter, I hope, will always be present in our home. I hope that sweet smells and cosy blankets are always present in my home.

I hope that the tire-swing gets more use than the computer or tv... (if we even have a tv that is)

reading the local newpapers will be a daily event and 'night games' will always be welcome in our yard...

at my house...

winters will be made warm with hot cocoa, and summers will be made cool with homemade lemonade. I hope for the simple life with friends across the world and an open door for anyone in need of a hug, a meal, or a bed for the night.

so much love. Life is as beautiful as you allow it to be!

the bench that will someday be done....

2010-06-25T20:19:00.006-06:00

This is my current project! Seriously, it has been giving me the hardest time.. The one thing I have learned is that using good-quality high-end products is 110% worth the cost! I bought some cheap primer that just ruined my whole project... :(
So today I started over with some great primer and it is already looking so much better. Although my hands are so sore from sanding this bench that I could hardly spray the primer on afterwards.
I have worked so hard to make this bench shine again that I can't wait to show you "after" pictures. since I'm not close to being done yet, I'll just have to post my "before" pictures now.

This is what the bench looked like the first time sanding it down. What had happened is as this bench sat outside, the varnish got all crusty and no one liked to sit on it. sad.

The other morning I was outside drinking my morning smoothie *soy milk, frozen blueberries, and half a frozen banana with a splash of flaxseed oil. blend. enjoy.
I saw this beautiful bench covered in dirt and old varnish... I didn't even finish my smoothie. I started washing and sanding this bench early in the morning while my smoothie melted in the morning sun.

I look forward to showing the finished product, complete with throw pillows n' all.

xoxo have a fine day.

the day

2010-06-23T14:02:00.004-06:00

So much going on....
already trying to get school in order..
trying to throw my husband and birthday party...
trying to earn enough money..
hoping I have what I need...
but I guess,
even if I don't,
everything will be okay.
I put so much on my plate sometimes.
I love life so much that I make too many plans :)
then feel burnt out trying to make it all work...
I'm so blessed,
I'm so tired.

lil sam-ers

2010-06-21T10:31:00.006-06:00

love this boy...

before & after

2010-06-21T10:21:00.007-06:00

I found this beat-up night stand at a yard sale.... showed it some love... and tada!

I love it...

sunday morning ramble :)

2010-05-16T09:09:00.004-06:00

Just so you all know the last post was SUPPOSE to be funny! ... make you laugh. BUT I re-read it and it didn't really give off that vibe. sorry 'bout that.

So, the semester is finally OVER! I got all A's for the whole year! :) So I am very excited about this summer... if only it would be warm!! grrr.... I guess it's May showers will bring June flowers this year.
Today I plan on outlining our summer and planning out our vacations, reunions, roadtrips, and campouts!! so excited, especially because we will be able to use our new tent that I got for my birthday!

Plus I have PROJECTS!.... I just finished my patio set! I'm so glad that it is almost done and even more excited to use it. planning on making friends around here eventually. Who knew it could be so hard? Have you ever felt like you totally klicked with a couple and then they leave early and you don't hear from them for a year. I really don't think that we are that bad of hosts.

this is a bit of a ramble... this is me deprate for warm weather, hiking and playing.

HAVE A GREAT DAY!

engine needed oil.

2010-04-28T12:03:00.004-06:00

So a couple weeks ago I was on my way to the temple when I felt like I should check the motor oil. Our car is twelve years old, so she burns it up faster than ever. I stopped at the gas station before leaving town and "popped" the hood. Because I was going to the temple I had my hair and make up beautiful and fresh... wearing my beautiful new spring dress and purple high-heels. As I pulled up a truck pulled up next to me; inside were four or five middle-aged men. They were getting out of the truck just as I was lifting the hood. I glanced over and saw these well-gromed, cowboy looking men. They were all handsome for their age and came off as 'good guys'.
The driver of the truck asked, "Do you need any help?" and then commented "It looks like you know what you are doing..." I let him know that I was just checking the oil and that I was fine, but thanked him for the offer.
I continued to check the oil and to my surprise out of the corner of my eye I saw them all standing around just watching me.... just standing there casually with their arms folded... I had to smile.

They went inside the station store and I figured that I should put some more oil in. I went inside, picked my oil, and went to the checkout to pay for it. As I was leaving I saw the same men walking out the door behind me. The driver asked me " So, did your daddy teach you how to check your oil?" I thought about it, not really knowing exactly who had taught me. And just responded that I was pretty sure an exboyfriend had taught me. They all laughed and followed behind me again. I felt like Penelope Cruse on the movie Woman On Top. :)

I was filling the enegine with oil and again the men just kinda stood about watching me still wondering if I really knew what I was doing. I heard them commenting to eachother "My wife doesn't even know where the dip-stick is!" "YEah, my wife wouldn't know how to check anything under the hood either.." I smiled to myself, a little nervous with all this attention I was getting. I closed the hood, smiled a slightly shy smile, and drove off.

Expo, Flint, and family photos

2010-04-24T09:10:00.004-06:00

Last night I attended the Women's Expo at UVU in Orem. It wasn't too busy which I was thankful for. I spent over 20 bucks on a necklace... it's cute, but I'm thinking that I could have been better at spending it on something else. Since I have plenty of necklaces and hardly take the time to wear them. lesson learned.
Today on the adgenda: Chad wants to find flint (the stone) so that he can make a knife out of it. :) I think it's neat that men still have a boy in them. I am trying to make this adventure more than just finding rocks by bringing a picnic, frisbee, and the camera. We can hike around looking for flint and getting some exersice too!

Good News! Chad and I are FINALLY getting some family photos taken! something besides our wedding photos to display! In just a couple weeks we will have some beautiful, professional, family photos! I can hardly wait!! It sounds silly but I have wanted this for a VERY long time.

alright friends, I love you all.
full moon Tuesday... (i think)
Namaste!

exciting exam

2010-04-22T10:51:00.004-06:00

The final week of the semester is upon us! Everyone who has attended college knows of the intense studying that occures in the last two weeks of the semester. And boy can it be stressful to work on one final project when there are four others that also need to be done!
Needless to say I need some TLC and R&R after this month is over!
But check this out... the final "exam" in our yoga class is super amazing. We are having a pot luck and watching some special movie (she wont tell us what). I am so happy and looking forward to this final. Wouldn't you be?? We are being graded on the dish that we bring. SO I NEED IDEAS! What is a super yummy dish that I can bring to the pot luck? It can be a dessert or snacks or sides or anything! even if you don't have the recipie... just tell me about a yummy food you have had. :) it would be much appreciated.

btw I found this really cute site. absolutely love it, check it out! www.homemadesimple.com
namaste!

2010-04-06T10:18:00.002-06:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9-6G58yLAw&feature=related

relax.

2010-03-25T12:26:00.004-06:00

Yesterday in my psychology class we were discussing the effects of stress. Seriously and honestly I had always believed that being a typically unhappy person would cause health problems. (I developed this belief after studying the chakras). But I was pretty surprised when they linked stress to all illnesses, even cancer! (not too surprised though as everything now seems to cause cancer.) So I wasn't so shocked that it's true, but mostly because they were teaching it in this class. How do I say this... the class is VERY scientific. They don't use a lot of common sense and tend to study the 'animal instincts' of humans. Basically treating human's like robots and believing that we are all the same and can be outlined in a general textbook. (grr... it makes me mad.) psychology scientists disregard our ability to CHOOSE a response. They think we are all on auto-pilot.
If the past in any indication of how much we know now.... most of what we know now is incorrect.

There are three types of stresses: 1. Catastrophes: natural disaster stress, combat stress, etc. 2. Significant life changes: death of a loved one, divorice, loss of job, moving.
3. Daily Hassles: rush hour traffic, long lines, job stress, lack of sleep, etc.
-out of all of these stresses the daily stress is most dangerous!

So what does this tell us all??

RELAX!

Warning: watching a horror film or any kind of intense movie is not relaxing- dispite what people think.
Journaling is a great way to de-stress. along with exersicing, being in possitive social environments, meditation, (yoga), and spirituality!

Besides, isn't everyone's Life way more enjoyable when you're not rushing through it?

I just found this so exciting! So next time you are relaxing or taking a day off work even when you're not sick, don't think that you're doing nothing.... you are making yourself healthier!! JOY.

non... Sense

2010-03-04T18:06:00.006-07:00

Just a day...
Was it a good day or a bad day?...
does it always have to be one or the other..?
I had a slight breakdown...
I have a job that I hardly spend any time at... (not at my own choice)
Pushing people away is still a skill of mine.. how do you become un-good at something?
I don't know what I want most of the time.... other than FREEDOM (ie: little responsibility, and unpredictable) and fun! I'm always searching for fun! does that me fun is not here... therefore I am not fun!? (hard words to accept)
I feel there is an artistic world inside of me.... how do I release that!? I need a CHANNEL! it's been photography today, but I still....I need something more intense! (crazy?)
I like school (now you know something is wrong!lol jk)
Sometimes it is hard to know what I Really Want! vurses what is just the 'American Dream'...
Do all americans want the same 'dream'???
By now you are as bored as an owl in water... just screaming to get away... lol What!?

Besides all the nonsense above... Life is wonderful!

Do yoga while eating chocolate cake... so yummy, fun, messy!

IN and OUt up and Down That's what makes the World GO 'Round.

2010-02-15T21:04:00.006-07:00

I love cooking. Having no real kitchen of my own makes me miss it so much.
Tomorrow for my public speaking class I have to demonstrate how to make something. I have chosen to do "How to make a chocolate trifle". The only thing that makes me nervous is that I've never made this recipie before... but I have read it over and over so many times that I truely have it memorized. Hopefully that will be good enough for an A on the speech.
The recipie sounds delicious!
Chocolate Trifle
INGREDIENTS:
1 package brownie mix (19.8oz)
1 package instant chocolate pudding mix (3.9oz)
1/2 Cup Water
1 can sweetened condensed milk (14oz)
1 container frozen whipped topping, thawed (8oz)
1 container frozen whipped topping, thawed (12oz)
1 bar chocolate candy (1.5oz)

DIRECTIONS:
1. Prepare brownie mix according to package directions and cool completely. Cut into 1 inch squares.

2. In a large bowl, combine pudding mix, water and sweetened condensed milk. Mix until smooth, then fold in 8 ounce whipped topping until no streaks remain.

3. In a trifle bowl or glass serving dish, place half of the brownies, half of the pudding mixture and half of the 12 ounce container of whipped topping. Repeat layers. Shave chocolate onto top layer for garnish. Refrigerate 8 hours before serving.

Sounds Yummy, huh!

Speaking to my sister today, she recommended a book written by Julia Child about her life in France. I'm looking forward to reading it myself. Anyone else read it?

Also today I showed my mom the easy way of pealing garlic cloves. I noticed she was doing it to slow painful way. I showed her how to crush it so the peal slid right off. I felt special teaching my mom something. I sometimes feel like she really does know it all. Does everyone feel that way about their mom?

My birthday is in a month. What should I do? I must plan it, or it wont be properly celebrated. LOL.

OH, and I need a vacation. Even Idaho sounds like bliss right now compaired to the hum-drum of my life at this point.
much love. Lesa

Early V-day

2010-02-12T10:18:00.005-07:00

Let me start by saying that I love Valentine's Day! Athough, I haven't always. I've learned to not have expectations for the day...well not big ones anyway. It's like when you were little and you thought that the whole world knew it was your birthday and that it was going to be a day larger than life... only be to disappointed.
The trick to enjoying holidays is to not have high expectations, to be in the moment and enjoy whatever is happening. Also, I've learned that no one knows how I want the day to go as well as myself. So I will plan a little bit of the day according to how I want it to go. One year I cooked lunch and had friends over on my birthday. That was really fun!
So last night I was whinning over having to work saturday night again. As much as I want to go out and have fun and play saturday night, I know that we need the financial help. So this morning I changed my grumpy attitude and decided that no matter what day we choose to celebrate Valentine's

day, It will be great. After all Valentine's day lands on sunday this year which

means there isn't much going out to be done on that day anyway... well for us mormons that is.
Whatever happens I know that I'll enjoy it!

So I have already recieved my V-day gift from Chad! After renting this movie five times from red-box and still being INLOVE with it. Chad decided to just buy it for me! (it will probably end up being cheaper to just purchase it than continuing to rent it every chance I get.)

Wishing you a happy, yummy, romantic, candle-lit Valentine's Day!

Perception: Men Vs Women

2010-01-06T13:33:00.004-07:00

If you don't know by now Chad and I are big movie people. Actually Chad is more than I, but I always get invited along to watch movies. :) So, if you saw that movie "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" at the end of the movie Jennifer Aniston and Ben Affleck are hooking back up after their break up over the fact that Ben's character didn't want to get married and Jennifer's character does... So at the end of the movie Jennifer goes to Ben's boat that he is staying on and says she doesn't care if they get married, that she loves him, and that she wants him to move back into their house. -under one condition- that Ben has to throw out these worn-out pair of cargo pants! Ben agrees and all is good.
The next scene is where they are moving his stuff back into the house and Jennifer sees the pants... not in the trash! so she goes to throw them out and Ben says "at least check the pockets..." Inside one of the pockets there is a box and inside an engagement ring! Jen turns around and Ben is on his knee proposing!
Now for every girl I know this is such a cute part of the movie! "OH... look he is so clever and he really does love her and he will marry her because he knows that is what she really wants!! oh... so sweet!"
But all Chad had to say was "He must really like those pants!"
I had to laugh.

school, dreams, yoga and that phone call.

2010-01-05T09:28:00.004-07:00

School is starting again. Tomorrow actually. I succeeded in my goal to get an A in my one and only class last semester. Now though, I am taking five classes and two part time jobs. hum... sounds like alot, but I think it'll be okay. (crossing fingers).

I am really excited to be taking YOGA! first of all, it will force me to do yoga regularly and second I will get credit for it. *double bonus.

OH btw. if any of you are looking for really great yoga workouts online. go to www.yogayak.com
It's challenging, but not like head balances or anything like that. I really love it. and love that I can do it in my pjs before breakfast. (LOVE not having to go to the gym to get the great yoga class.)

Chad is taking 17 credit hours this semester, doing RESPITE care and mentoring with me for the county, and hopefully getting closer to a degree!

SAd to say, but I'm glad the holidays are over. I sound like a scrooge but they are really stressful for so many people. I think I pick-up on all the tension... I don't like it.

We are still in Heber for now... I still dream though, that we will move to Oregon and be where it is green! I have cabin fever living here in Utah. Please get me out. I want to walk down a street that I haven't seen before. I want to meet new people and start my life new. really new. Where no one knows me as "heather's daughter" and where I can be whatever I want and no one else will know the difference.
:)
Is that silly?

Besides all of that, I need to return a phone call... I've been putting it off. augh.....

ta-ta!

Julie's Bruschetta Recipe

2010-01-02T15:15:00.004-07:00

There is a scene in the movie Julie and Julia were Julie Powell and her husband are sitting down to dinner discussing what she should make a blog about. My mouth waters everytime I think of them eating in this scene. wierd huh? well, you'll have to watch it.
This is the recipe. simple. yummy. and messy.

slice cherry tomatoes in half. place in a bowl. Salt and pepper and drizzle with EVOO (extra virgin olive oil) mix together with a spoon.
Get some rustic bread, focaccia is my favorite. heat some evoo in a skillet and toast/fry the bread to your liking.
After bread is toasted, rub one side with garlic clove.
spoon tomatoes onto bread, sprinkle with chopped fresh basil. and ENJOY!
(remember the napkins)

I made this today for lunch... Chad liked it a lot!

some more finds.

2009-06-26T15:14:00.006-06:00

I found this 'friendship candleholder' at the thrift store for $4. I have always wanted a 'circle of friends' and this one holds a little tea light. lucky me.

The label was still on the bottom so I looked up the company that sold it. "Ten Thousand Villages"
I've never heard of them before, but they seem to be a big company that gathers work from many different villages and sells them. This piece was hand carved out of orange, pink, white Kisii stone, a type of soap stone found only in a small area of western Kenya.

I usually don't go into the furniture area of the thrift store; it is out in a garage, and I never seem to see anything good in there when I do go in. But today I found this coffee table and knew it had great potential. There were two exactly the same... but I just got one of them. I forgot to take pictures before I started painting though. There is a piece of glass that drops into the table over the iron work. I think it will turn out fabulous!

I'm thinking that some day I would love to open a little shop. I will refurbished items to give them style and then sell them. It will be the best store ever, especially if everyone still wants to Go Green by that time. I see 'going green' as a great way to make money without having to spend a lot.

celebrate summer shopping.

2009-06-19T14:50:00.003-06:00

My love for thrift shopping, yard sale-ing, and bargain hunting is growing stronger every time I go. Let me assure everyone that I am very pick about what I buy. I don't buy something because it is a good price! If I did, I would be broke by now! I only buy what I know I will use.

Last weekend Chad and I went to the Scotland Festival and so I had to forego the yard sales in Park City. So to make up for the loss, I stopped by the local thrift store. I don't expect much from thrift stores, so I feel like I got lucky today!
cute summer dress, a pair of cute BKE jeans, and a pair of linen pants. all very cute and new looking!

So the reason that I am blogging about all of this is because I learned something new about the human psychology. Well, and least my own psychology.

I have always tried to take pride in everything that I decide to own. Meaning, take good care of it, love it, use it well, etc. And if those things aren't happening with something I own, then I sell it or give it away. For instance, my wedding dress. I just sold it for a cheap $100. because it is big, and was not being used! :)
Anyway, I thought that items bought at a yard sale would simply be 'not used' in a different house, with a different owner. That is how I use to think of yard sales. Junk being moved around because we can't stand to throw it out ourselves!

But that has not been the case with me. In fact, it seems like the very opposite has happened. I love the things that I get, like, some how it 'came' to me. So... I love it more than if I went and bought it at Pier 1. It is more fun to have because it is like 'buried treasure'!
Also the pressure of buying isn't there as much. Buying what you don't absolutly need at a regular store can lead to buyers remorse! bad feeling to have... especially if it was a lot of money. But with yard sale items, the pressure of "I better absolutely love this item for a LONG time, because I paying huge bucks for it" isnt' there at all. It makes shopping fun again!
happy day.

Scotland Festival

2009-06-16T09:51:00.006-06:00

Not-so-wild weekend...

2009-06-07T08:24:00.008-06:00

I had high expectations for the yard sales yesterday only to be a little disappointed. I still got a great piece though! Plus some china for a project I am working on.

ta da! I love this vase!

Then, I got this for FREE.....

After my yard sale adventures, Chad and I went to play in Provo... We had no plans of what to do but it was still really fun. (We watched "Land of the Lost" ... kinda lame, but I didn't expect much out of it, there were some really funny parts though.)
So we came to a point in our day in Provo when we didn't know what else to do... that's when a little voice said "Go to DownEast Home" . I got three shams for $13.00! Two match and one is a loner.

Girls Gone Wild -- for park city yardsales

2009-06-05T19:44:00.009-06:00

Last Saturday Anita (my sister) and I went to Park City yard sales! Now I know that "yard sale addiction" runs thick in my parent's blood... so it is no wonder that after my first "hit" I am now an addict. Perhaps it's the feeling of finding that treasure that you have wanted but weren't willing to pay Sears $30 for it... And you get it for $2! That is a rewarding feeling!
Ever since I was a little girl I have these thrilling dreams of someone giving me: things they didn't want, or hand-me-downs and even brand new stuff straight out of the store! These dreams were always my favorite, and I would be so disappointed to wake up knowing I really didn't have all that cool stuff I just dreamt of..
But now I know why I was having all those dreams, they were trying to lead me to Yard Sale-ing!

alright, I am exaggerating a bit... but still it's fun. Here are a couple pics of what I got at last week's yardsales.

This picture is really dark so you can't really see it, but the pillow on the left is an olive green color and the one on the right (my favorite) is a more true green.

These bed side tables are brand new from Pier 1 Imports! They are a dark brown, almost black color which match our bookshelves. They will look so great!

So my plan is to show you the pieces I collect each week, and by the end of the summer we will be moving into my parent's basement where I will make a video showing how it all comes together! xoxo

Comment!/

And if you know of any sites or have ideas about refurbishing furnature... or just have crafty ideas to create cute home decore, Please leave a comment about that too!

Happy yard sale-ing!

my rant

2009-05-20T12:03:00.003-06:00

Well the computer with all my photos on it just CRASHED... and I don't think I'll be getting them back. :( VERY sad about it. But I'm more committed now to taking more pictures and keeping them on cds. So far today I have worked over three hours in the garden... I am still in my dirt covered clothes, and am taking a break to tell you all about it. First! I'm trying to learn patients and forgiveness... our neighbors send their stupid yuppy dogs over to poo on our lawn!!! I am one who doesn't like conflict.... so I am just trying to deal with it! They are strange people.
Anyways. Today I planted Watermelon, peppers, jalapanos, squash, tomatoes, arugala, spinach, lettuce, cucumber and zuchinni. I'm just hoping that they will grow! I still have some Dill to start but I think I'll do that inside. I'm hoping that eventually the yard will look and be beautiful! Guess that's all for now..
xoxo

Anniversary

2009-05-03T18:20:00.004-06:00

Yesterday we celebrated our two year anniversary! Every year we celebrate by going to Macaroni Grill in down-town Salt Lake City. That was our third date and where we became crazy about eachother! I remember that date so well... Chad had these 'hand writting analysis' cards, and at Macaroni Grill they have paper as table cloths you can write on. So I would write sentances and he would tell me things about myself. I don't remember what my handwritting said about me, but I remember how much fun we were having.
We celebrated the whole weekend. We went to a FUNNY hypnosis show! and we went to endless book stores. That's what we call a good weekend.

For a gift Chad got me a fine art piece. The Kiss by Steve Hanks

I love it!

HOLI - Color Festival!

2009-03-29T22:33:00.025-06:00

We went to the Hare Krishna Color Festival (it's a spring festival) in Spanish Fork this weekend. Here's some clips and photos.

The colors are scented with sandalwood and jasmine!

GIRL TALK: face and hair products

2009-02-22T20:22:00.016-07:00

So this blog post is about my thoughts of many different products! Please comment and let me know your favorite products too!

My absolute favorite product to use on my face is ST. IVES Apricot Srub! This always leaves my skin super soft and nicely exfoliated. Often I have dry skin that is peeling on the sides of my nose and my forehead-- this is the only product that I have found to smooth out my skin and leaving it glowing with healthy radiance! It is my daily microdermabrasion.

After that, I apply CO Bigelow Facial Moisturizer. I have two, one is extra-light and the other is for 'most skin types'. I use them both pretty equally. Pretty much everything that this brand produces is amazing! You can find this at Bath and Body Works.

Not too much to say about this one, except that it really goes on smoothly and looks natural! love it!

I just discovered this product. It is cheap and it still works well. As long as I use it lightly on my face it looks great. Too much and it makes your face look grainy (is that a word?)

Loreal has this eye shadow that is made for specific eye colors! It really makes your eyes POP and looks great everytime. On the back it has a 1-2-3-4 step process for where to apply each color on the lid. I like it.

Loreal Paris has this amazing mascara! I don't have long lashes naturally, so this really makes me happy! I can apply more to have my lashes look really long, or just a little to keep it modest. The best thing is that taking it off is so easy too. It doesn't smear, it comes off with water in just little strands of black. love this product.

One more CO Bigelow product. spearmint lip gloss. It goes on thick (which I like, and smells/tastes great) I think it is around $6 at Bath and Body Works.

For my hair, this is my favorite conditioner. Brilliant Brunette by John Frieda. Of course if you want to try this there is product for reds and blondes too. I love it because it smells nice, and it leaves my hair with lots of dimension and glow.

This hair serum is the best! (Schwarzkopf Zero Frizz) Well, not the best, but for the price it has great quality! I apply this when my hair is wet or dry. Ideally wet is best. I love it because it makes my hair thicker looking and it is much easier to mould into a hair style that I want. One thing that I sometimes notice is that some of my hair's shine isn't as good when I use this; but that is better than the alternative.... crazy thin static hair.

Sometimes, I like having my hair big and curly! For that I use John Frieda Frizz-Ease line of Dream Curls. What I do is, take my hair one layer at a time (starting with the under-layers) spray this lightly over the section, and then curl it with an iron. This stuff always does the trick. The bottle says to apply to wet hair... but I never get the good results that I do when I apply to dry hair.

Finally the hair spray! TRESemme has great hair spray. Not really a fan of their shampoo and conditioner though. The hair spray is really dry, so it is great to hold those curls lightly in place.

Hope some of this was helpful.. I know that I am always looking for a better product for the price and for the quality. Share what you have learned so we can all try it for ourselves! Thanks!

A Book Review: A New Earth, by Eckhart Tolle

2009-02-01T19:20:00.003-07:00

Lesa says it's time I contributed to this blog. The biggest learning experience I'm enjoying right now is reading 'A New Earth', and I wish all could read it.
Hypnosis, Reiki, Emotional Realease Work, -Lesa and I are into some pretty wierd stuff right? Well, those "Holistic" modalities are all related under the surface, and it all comes down to one thing, Consciousness.
I'm not talking about medically conscious or unconscious, I'm talking about awareness, authenticity, spiritual consciousness, -The Light of Christ. The words of inspired non-lds writers call it Consciousness, and they call the 'Natural Man' (Mosiah 3:18), the Ego.
Basically, this is what 'A New Earth' is about, becoming aware of the Ego and its functions, thus transcending it, and increasing our consciousness and light.
Dr. David Hawkins is probably the leading figure who is turning consciousness research into a well documented and convincing study. According to recent consciousness research, about 54% of the people in the U.S. are non-integrous, meaning they are stuck in worldly ego patterns and not yet willing to change, though they may want to. This means 54% of people in the U.S. are not really aware, they are content to keep cycling through negative patterns. Have you ever known people who keep attracting awful, abusive relationships? Or have you ever known people who are angry ALL the time? As if they love to be offended? Or maybe you've known emotional vampires that whimper about 'poor me' incessantly? These are all examples of "non-integrous" people. Maybe you see some of these patterns in yourself? I know I was chronically depressed, even after serving my mission for the church. The point is, healing yourself and transcending the ego causes a ripple-effect, like a pebble dropped into a pond, that ripples across all those you associate with.
I've been reading Dr. David Hawkins books for some time on consciousness research, which I also completely endorse, but 'A New Earth' is the perfect introductory book to consciousness research. If you want to become aware of human dysfunction and increase your own awareness, and perhaps even start your path towards enlightened living, I strongly recommend this book.
For other LDS readers of this blog, this book will enhance your comprehension of the gospel, and provide valuable awareness about your 'Natural Man'. If you desire more happiness in not only your life, but the lives of those around you, if you yearn to surpass your weaknesses, if you consciously and deliberately strive for inner (and outer) peace and happiness, if you are a Truth-Seeker, read this book!

Miracle

2009-01-07T10:13:00.007-07:00

Have you ever had the experience when you are so worried about something... and you have no idea how it could ever turn out right? And one day you go to 'check up' on the status of this 'horrible situation' ... you wait for the worst news and brace yourself for the pain that it might cause.... And then, the truth is the total oppostite of what you thought it was!.. there is no pain and actually the results are quite amazing! The relief is bliss and you nearly want to cry out of joy!... because this big burden has been lifted! Rejoice!
I just want to say Thank YOu life for these moments. These moments remind me to be thankful more often and savor what I have even in times of abundance. Thank you, thank you.

I pray that you will all have abundant health, food, money, LOVE, energy, compassion, and wisdom!

Remember to make times for LIVING with joy; being with amazing friends and family. Sometimes the things that we feel are "so important" is what takes time from what really matters. Be wise with your life moments... and create the best you know how!

Love to you all.

Welcome 2009

2009-01-04T10:02:00.004-07:00

The holidays are over! I think this is the first year that I have been glad to get back to "normal" life. Don't get me wrong Christmas, New Years... they are great. I love to celebrate. But I have really missed my JOb. (crazy I know) I feel so blessed to be a nanny for a wonderful family here in Heber. Over the two week break, they had their third boy! I am very excited to meet him tomorrow. I have heard that he is just precious. The other two boys VJ and Zack... I feel like I've been away from my 'kids'. I really miss them. I can't wait to play ninja with zack and the wii with VJ. We really do have so much fun together.

2009 is going to so fabulous. I can feel it so deeply that things are going to be so wonderful! This summer we want to move to Oregon... but we still have a bunch of money that needs to be saved for that to happen. (pray, pray, pray)

Yesterday Chad and I went iceskating with my cousin Angela and her husband Kyle. They are such a fun awesome couple and great individuals. Chad must have a balance issue because the iceskates and he weren't getting along too well together. (but as I think about it, I can't really imagine any of the Bowers' men doing very well on iceskates... they aren't built for it maybe). Regardless, Chad said "That was the most fun I've had in a long time." maybe he was talking about the The Pie Pizzaria afterwards. (as he is reading this over my shoulder, he says that his favorite part was being with Ang and ky)

We love you all
see you soon!

ps. BOWERS at Rachel's wedding we talked about doing a BBQ together soon. When would be a good time for you guys!?

ROPES!

2008-10-31T08:06:00.009-06:00

8:45 We met in Lehi to begin our Ropes Course Challenge. I was on staff, and chad was there for the first time as a student. We met and circled up at the beginning of the path into the ten acre woods. Cam is the main facilitator for the ropes course along with his two helpers Ken and Mark. Cam started with telling us about the land, the herd of deer that live there and the owls too. Then we got into some good stuff... He talked about perception! We will all perceive what we experience differently! And we will all have our own unique experience. Most of the morning was filled with this kind of discussion, plus a challenge with the group as a whole. Finally they all split up into three groups. And the staff were assigned to an event. Chad's group came to my event first. The challenge I was in charge of was to climb a rope ladder into a tree, and climb the tree about 40 feet to a little standing block. (6"X6") From there you leap for a ring! At the beginning of each challenge you decided or imagined what was in the ring for you. Some said "Success", others "better relationships", one said a "husband"! Climbing the tree and then letting go and simple standing freely on the block is symbolic of letting go of old patterns of living and the way things use to be. And jumping for the ring is symbolic of stepping outside your comfort zone to receive your new gift!
This isn't the only high event; known as "The Perch" is a higher often more challenging event for people. But it is usually the favorite. I am proud to say that Chad completed every event... over

coming all of the fears. He even did a trust fall where eight girls (including me) and Laine, the only boy, caught him and rocked him in our arms! sweet huh! he stood on a platform that was about shoulder high to me... so it wasn't a small fall. :)

The last two videos are of Laine Wilkins jumping for the ring... jumping for better relationships!

Toward the end of the day, we had one group that only had a couple people decide to try the event. Alan Wilkins asked if we had sent anyone up blindfolded yet. My eyes got big and I expressed how awesome that would be to experience that. (figuring I was safe being "staff" and all) Five minutes later they were strapping me into a harness and I was blindly climbing this tree! up.. up ... up... Everyone was instructed to be silent as I climbed. I didn't realize this until I was in the tree but I had a sinus infection that made me really dizzy while blindfolded. Still though, It was amazing! I got to the top and just stood! ... so free the breeze was soft and I could hear the leaves in the trees around me applauding me! I pointed straight ahead to make sure that I was jumping in the right direction of the ring. from the ground I heard "it's right in front of you" I leaped! soaring through the air... I missed the ring but I knew that I had still accomplished the challenge!.. It was still a very successful climb! I would do it again in a heartbeat... such an Amazing feeling. I challenge YOU to attend this ropes course... you will be glad you did. http://www.iwalkedonfire.com/

Medicine Woman Bowers

2008-10-20T08:11:00.003-06:00

Chad and I have been going about the business of getting an official 'business license' for 'Chrysalis Healing'. We soon learned that this is a complicated process and we are both amazed that they make it so difficult... it seems like they do it on PURPOSE! grr.. anyways! :) We started talking with our friends about the topic and they proposed that we don't get a license until we are making a few grand a month (seeing how we still have our day jobs). We thought that to be a good idea, and the more people we talk to, the more we learn that many people do it that way.
But I am still one who likes to do things the "right way" and I wanted to be more bonified!! So what's a girl to do?! Well, life has a way of giving me a Third option just when I think I have to make a choice between only two... and usually the thrid option is "Just Right" (as goldilocks found out.) Third option is to become a Medicine Woman! The government can't touch me because the native american's have their very own 'government'!! That means that I can practice my healing with out paying taxes and without having to have a 'business licesne'!!! Plus I am given the title of "Medicine Woman" which in itself is pretty darn AWESOME! The more I think about it the more I am just leaping with joy that I have found a way to do my business without having to deal with government laws. Hiphip Horray! Now I don't know when all of this is going to happen but I am sure glad that this option is open to me! xoxo! much love to the universe!

Lesa Bowers!

Neutrality

2008-10-13T08:45:00.003-06:00

So Chad is reading this book called "Transcending levels of Consciousness"; and one of the levels is called "Neutrality".
So lately I've been so wrapped up in the political world; I've been mad at the News for being so liberal, and just over all upset about the way that we think is "politically correct". It is almost like we are changing the foundation that we were built on so that the minority will feel comfortable living here... While the rest of us are to deal with it. For example on the new dollar coin the words "In God We Trust" has been removed. Homosexuality is being pushed on us as acceptable by movies, the news, and all the attention they get... You can get a scholarship for being gay.! But if you are white, straight, right-handed, and your parents are both alive the chances of you getting a scholarship are a lot slimmer. weird. Besides all of this there is a greater Law... I'm not sure what the Law is called but it is greater than this. Of course when something goes against what you believe to be right you should put forth good effort to state your beliefs. But do not let this consume your life and poison your joy. If after all that you can do, things are still not going your way, go on with your life and look to all the good things. Be that light that still says that "I believe..." Neutrality is saying that I'm not going to allow conflict to rule my life any more. And just let it go. Even with Gay marriage... If after all that we can do there is still an abundance of gay people getting married than we will retreat into the mountains and leave the gays to be alone in their gayness. Up there we can be neutral in what is going on and know that God will love them in the ways they need... whether it be tough-love or not. Every great civilization in history has fallen after homosexuality was in abundance. These are the last days. Be the Light. xoxo
Lesa Bowers

What Have We Been Up To?!

2008-10-11T11:27:00.011-06:00

Today was the first snow for this winter. It is already melted but it was fun while it lasted. I believe that it is suppose to snow again tonight, but it was fun to wake up and see little white snow flakes falling all around. I hung a wreath on our door and gave it a harvest look... I'm not too big on decorating for halloween... I just don't feel that it is good Feng Shui to have skeletons, RIP tombstones, and spider webs around the house. So I will have to find alternative ways to decorate. Pumpkins are good!! And the Candy is good too... it brings lots of kids around!

Knowing that the snow is just around the corner. We have been trying to get out and enjoy the good weather while it is still here. I really shouldn't get too excited about winter... it always stays way too long.
<---- this picture was taken while hiking around Kamas. There were all kinds of little animals gathering food and getting ready for hybernation. We followed deer tracks around and enjoyed the veiw of the mountains. Chad and I talked about what it must have been like for the early ancestors who simply lived off the land. I think they probably had great "root chakras". They worked hard and probably took great pride in being able to provide for themselves. How would that be to be nearly immune to cold like the indians? We talked a lot about the last days and how we may need to learn all over again how to simply live from mother earth.

A couple days before this hike we took Zack (One of the boys I nanny) to Bridal Veil Falls. He had never been there before and so we decided to go on a little adventure. We all had a lot of fun and was a change from my normal routine as their nanny. :)

Chad Bought Zack Doughnuts... he was so happy.
That bandaid on his head isn't from me!... he ran into an eletric fence. :(

He's doing a rap or something.

The Boys!

"Aaahh... I'm spiderman!"

My Home Decore Wish List!

2008-10-06T10:19:00.003-06:00

So being a wife, you get to dream about what you want your home to look like someday. I do this a lot!! I wander around my favorite home decore stores for hours (if chad lets me) picking out what I like and dislike... I don't usually take anything home with me, but I do get a decoritive 'high' from doing this. :) yeah!
<----- This hutch is close to the one that I dream about having. Only, Instead of the wood grain, I would like mine to be painted white, slightly disstressed and the 'sanded down' look around the edges. I love painting plates, and someday I plan to have a whole set of non-matching hand painted plates! Imagine how awesome those bright-colored plates will look in that described hutch! My kitchen will be roomy and bright. Someday... but until then I will enjoy the journey and enjoy my dreaming!

Chad is pretty into simplicity!! He love the Japanese style of a simple home. So our bedroom will probably have an asain feel to it... I'll post pictures soon. xoxo

What you Attract and How you Look! connected?.. Now I think so!

2008-09-17T09:24:00.005-06:00

Not long ago I was watching "youtube" videos on learning to "shape your eyebrows". Since my last experience with having a "professional" eyebrow wax, I decided that I would learn how to do my own! I came across a paticular video that had some good points; not just about tweezing, but about life. She made the comment that when you take the time to make yourself beautiful, you are saying to the outside world what you are worth. Not just by how much you actually spend moneywise on yourself, but more importantly the time that you spend on yourself. You earn a kind of respect from people, because you respect yourself enough to take that time for yourself.

Interesting, I thought.

To me this means that I don't have to be obsessed by the way that I look. But just to be aware of the message I send to people around me... What is my appearance saying about how I view myself? (a year ago my hairstylist brother was trying to tell me this exact thing, but here is where I didn't get what he was saying.) I don't stress too much when it come to what other people think of me. But this is the part that I didn't understand. It has nothing to do with what other people think! BUT it has everything to do with what you attract into your life, usually brought about by other people. For instance if I am looking for more clients, and I go everywhere in my torn sweats I am not "showing up" to recieve those clients. Most contacts like that are made off of spontanious events and situations. I'm not saying it can't happen, but you really aren't making the best effort if your not presentable in the way you want to show up for others... in this case as their Life Coach/healing faciltator.

Comment! I want to know what you all think about this!

xoxo

Our Weekend

2008-09-10T08:24:00.004-06:00

Last weekend Chad and I ran the booth for the Institute of Healing Arts at the Women's Expo. It was a really good experience! We were giving free 'stress tests' . We had them read a list of 10 questions and depending on how many were YES determined how stressed they were. So most people there were 6-10 which is very stressed. So we had them color out their stress on a paper heart. Most women got really into their drawings. After they were finished we told them about their stress and what the different colors and shapes meant about their emotions. It was very interesting! We had a couple women break out into tears and pour out their hearts to us. It was very interesting and I hope that more people will become involoved with the school because of what they experienced there.
On Thursdays we will be processing and coaching the new class that is starting at the Institute of Healing Arts. I'm not sure who is in that class but it should be a good experience to get to know them all.
Love to you all.
Lesa

Overall... good!

2008-09-04T20:39:00.003-06:00

Fall is in the air! We have had such a great summer. Chad just started his new job at the junior high school. He is an aid for the special needs kids there. He is good at his job and is liking it oaky. Chad is graduating the Institute of Healing Arts in December.
I am still a nanny, and I still love it. Although the kids are in school now, so I've had less hours working there... at least until January when they will have a new baby boy.
This time next year we are planning to move to Oregon! We feel it will be a good place to live for a while, and more new age people there. We hope that our business will grow nicely there.

xoxo

Lesa

Happy 4th of JULY!

2008-07-04T10:07:00.003-06:00

On July First I started my journey as a reiki student! Reiki is a modality where the practicionar creates balance with the clients energy by filling their body with divine love and passing that onto the client. I really don't know "how" it works... based off of believe I guess. Belief that divine love is for anyone and everyone to feel. Our heavenly father loves ALL of his children and if we ask he will allow us to have and feel that, and pass it onto others. During Reiki you are "attuned" energetically to be in alignment with recieving divine unconditional love whenever it is needed.
AnYways... for me as a student, when I practice on myself and others I can feel a lot of heat coming from my hands and cleansing/balancing the person's energy. It really is incredible. Someday I hope to be able to light paper on fire with my hands. I've seen it done and It is very awesome. But I would only do it for good. :)
I worked on a friend last night who said that was the best reiki experience that she has had. :) I was so glad that I could assist her to have that! At this point I am doing all of my treatments for practice and without charge. I really love it! I even gave reiki to my friends animals... they were so cute about it.

Today's goal is to Surrender to JOY! It is there for you! let it take you away in bliss.

Namaste'

** STARS

2008-06-01T22:41:00.002-06:00

Sweet Snap Peas are good!

Namaste!

More on Feng Shui

2008-05-31T17:33:00.003-06:00

The first principle to Feng Shui is Safty and Comfort... (keep that in mind)
But today I want to talk about the importance of creating a space for yourself. Most of the rooms in any house are open to anyone who lives there... the kitchen, living room, dining room, bathrooms, ect. And then there are rooms that you my share with others like a bedroom and or bathroom. (we'll talk about those rooms later)
Out of all the rooms in your house, you need to claim a space that is specifically yours! A place where you can place your favorite things, where you feel comfortable and a place where you can relax. This place needs to reflect who you are. Only place things, books, pictures, colors that YOU love. Be creative with this space, have fun with it! For me, I chose a room in my home that was already painted green (that is my favorite color) and I gutted out all the furniture and started placing "me" on the walls, on the shelves, and themed it the 'art' room. Now you don't have to theme your room, that part isn't important... what is, is that you have a place for you.
There are some rules to this, it can not be your bedroom where you share the space with your husband/wife. By doing that you are taking away the needed space that they also need. Which brings me to my next point. Everything in your shared bedroom needs to be loved by both of you. Meaning guys, don't hang your baseball caps along the whole one wall of your bedroom if your wife doesn't adore those hats also. (those hats would go in your space) And Ladies, don't put your doll collection in your bedroom either, unless your husband likes them too. I think I am making this pretty clear... hope you all got it. This also goes for the bathroom that you may share. Ladies, be aware that clearing your beauty supplies off the counter top after use, is part of keeping a place for your man. Don't run him out of your house. Let him have his space too!
.. his space needs to be a place where he can put up his glass bottle collection and a place that he can display what is important for him! (Even if you don't like it... it IS his space.) It is important for everyone to have their own getta-way within the home, otherwise they are off to the bar and off to a to a place where they can relax and let go.
Same goes for children. They too need a place where they can play with toys, build projects, and have time to themselves. It really is healthy!
So do it for yourself, and invite others to do it also. Love and Light!

ARCHULETA

2008-05-21T21:15:00.003-06:00

I have just heard the results of the david vs david battle. Even though the world claims Cook as being america's latest idol... claim Archi as my AI. :)
He's the cutest mormon singer I have ever seen! xoxo

Thinking Out Loud... & Reiki.

2008-05-15T10:27:00.004-06:00

There is so much good happening in my life right now. My new job starts on Monday, I have had success with my processing clients, and things in general seem to be moving on fairly well. But because I'm human, I am still looking for what is next. I still want more. I am very grateful for everything that I have, but I think that we instinctivly always want to strive for more and better. I don't think this is a bad thing... although some do. I think, as long as I am grateful for what I already have; there is no harm in wanting more. *Balance*
SO even though I have all these good things in my life, I still want to grow and develop. I really am looking forward to taking a Reiki class, and again having more ways of serving people emotionally and physically.
I also would like to take the time to do some meditation. I do have the time.. I just need to do it, now. I really have been so blessed. It's so great! I am constantly looking for balance and wellness.
Speaking of wellness, chad and I have been doing great at cooking our own meals. They aren't always the healthiest... (sometimes it's mac and cheese or Roman Noodles) But we have been slimming down a couple of pounds. :) I like that!

Nameste! xoxo

thoughts, feelings, and a new job!!

2008-05-08T10:38:00.003-06:00

Well, my days at Wasatch Window and Door will soon be over! I've been here for almost two years. It has been a blessing to learn how a business is run. And I'm sure all the knowledge will come in handy when Chad and I have our own business.
My new job will be as a Nanny for two boys! Van Joseph (VJ)-7 and Zack-5 I'm very excited about this transition. It will be a change of pace and atmosphere. I feel like I have a lot to contribute to this family. And I'm sure I'll learn a lot too! I feel so blessed to have this opportunity; both finacially and emotionally better for me!

"my missionary" that I had, before meeting Chad, is coming home this month. Chad and I have grown very close to his parents. They coached us in school, taught our feng shui class, and in general have been our closest 'couple friends'. They claim us as their own children (which I think is so very awesome). I'm not sure how things will go when he comes home. But I think it would be great for them to have a 'guys day'. I know that they will get along really well. Indigo's do.
xoxo just love!

OH.. David Archuleta is coming to Murray High School to sing and also the Jazz game tomorrow! I wonder if there is any chance of us being able to get into one or the other!.. or both! The hard part is getting Chad to come too! :) he knows I have a little crush on Archie! lol...

Giving UP 'Wendy's'

2008-04-29T09:42:00.003-06:00

For the first year of our marriage Chad and I have eaten out almost everyday. Chad's favorite place for burgers is WENDY'S. The local wendy's here in Heber began becomming familiar with Chad and his usual order of a #2 Large Combo with a Diet Coke. Once I saw this happening and realized the downward spiral we were in... I took action!! I have planned meals ahead of time, and bought a good variety of groceries so snack attacks didn't resort to WENDY'S.
Some days Chad begs me to go to wendy's for lunch or dinner.. but after he has eaten a delisious home-cooked meal, he always thanks me for it!! :) Together we are living happier and healthier! Hurray for home-cooked meals.

Now.. if only we can get him off of soda!! xoxo

connecting the dots

2008-04-25T14:53:00.004-06:00

There are some changes happening for us right now. I have been put on part time hours starting monday. This will give me an opportunity to have more time for myself and with clients doing Processing. (Which is going well for me right now.)
Chad is hoping that he gets a job offer at Apple a Day. I hope that by him working there he can promote his business more too.
other news,

Chad and I are taking a Feng Shui class together. It has been really interesting and fun to do. I give suggestions to others on their feng shui, but I don't think anyone cares.... but I am glad that we are learning this before we build our first home! We will have an awesome home with really good energy! :) I've decided that I really like pastel colors.
Funny as it sounds I was in a restroom this week and it just felt so calming and rejuvinating to be in there. There was a cute quote on one wall and there was soft lighting, it had nice scented oil, I just felt really comfortable. Usually I feel like "get me outta hear before the germs, and whatever else is crawling around, get me!!" Anyways... it was really nice. Has anyone else ever had a nice bathroom experience? (I read steve's bathroom experience... that was funny.. and not soo nice.)

a couple of cousins and I have rejoined thanks to the world-wide-web. I'm pretty excited about that!

out!

ps. I hope David Archuleta wins American Idol. He's good!.. so is David Castro... and Brooke White, I like her, but I don't think she'll win. xoxo! later!

Chocolate!?

2008-04-24T15:59:00.003-06:00

Chad loves brownies! He especially loves to lick the remains out of the bowl!

I couldn't help but take pictures of him... it was like watching a four-year old enjoy the sweetness of brownie batter.

Zoo Pictures

2008-04-23T16:24:00.005-06:00

Pictures of us at the zoo... we were acting like kids and loving it!!

The Phx Zoo!

2008-04-23T15:26:00.003-06:00

vacation

2008-04-20T11:02:00.003-06:00

Chad and I have spent the week in Arizona visiting family. It has been a great vacation and I am almost ready to be going home. It's amazing... I've been craving to clean my own house! I guess that's what I'll be doing my first day home. I have also been brainstorming what I want to different in my life; as simple as it seems to all you 'pro-wives' out there, my goal is to cook our own meals (instead of going to wendy's) and to cook healthy!! I LOVE going to people's houses that always have fresh fruits and vegtables instock. My mom was always like that...
Another goal is to get together with some girl friends, go shopping, and hopfully stay closer to them than I have in the past. I'm very excited about getting together with some long-lost cousins!
Okay.. well i'll be posting some pictures of our vacation when I get home. oxox

2008-04-10T12:26:00.001-06:00

So, I changed my layout design and it deleted more than half of my blog! weird.. besides, I don't even like this layout anymore. suck. ohwell, later!

Mount Carmel Junction

2008-04-08T15:39:00.003-06:00

Next week Chad and I are going on a nice long roadtrip to Arizona! Everyday for the past 2 months I have talked about how excited I am to finally be going on a vacation! Roadtrips are my favorite. I really like the quality time spent together when all you have to do is talk... i like to talk. Last year when we took our trip there, we had a whole lot of trouble on the way. The radiator in my car basically exploded! We had just past a little town called Mount Carmel Junction - about 5 hours from Salt Lake City! We turned around and drove to a gas station/ car repair shop in that small Junction town. (I had prayed before going on this roadtrip and it would bring Chad and I closer together... LOL.. I'll never do that again!) We told the guy there of our situation; he called around for a new radiator and was told that the closest one that would fit my car was in Salt Lake City. "HUM, not good news!" I was praying and praying... and I was just hoping that someone was going to call back saying they had found one, and it happened! Just 25 minutes away there was another small town and they had found one stashed away in their storage. I WAS SO EXCITED! in about 60 minutes it showed up on the back of a 4-wheeler! Meanwhile the wife of the guy that was fixing our car brought us HUGE turkey sandwiches! In about three hours we were back on the road! The guy only charged us for the part and around $40 for two hours worth of labor! Being a total of $240 I was so thankful and happy that his man was so gracious to us. I am also thankful the God answered my prayers.
Anyways. I hope to stop in that town on the way to Arizona this year and pay our good friend a visit. He saved us from a lot of trouble that day!
:)

Birthday Batteries! Yes.

2008-03-19T16:23:00.003-06:00

Yes! I did get new batteries for my Kodak Z740 Camera! New goal is to remember to remove the batteries when I'm not using it! I noticed that even if the batteries were full and it sat a day or so, the next day it wouldn't have a charge. I'm not sure why the battery would be empty if it was just sitting there... but that can't happen if the batteries aren't IN the carmera... right?!? well, i'll find out soon enough.
Yesterday was my birthday.. big 22! --whatever. Anyways, my parents bought me Photoshop Element 6.0! I thought that this program would be a breeze compared to learning the ways of the MAC... boy I was wrong. Totally different. Personally I LOVE mac computers. I'm sure this new adobe software will be a favorite, as soon as I figure out what I am doing. (yeah, that usually helps.) SO all my buddies out there... expect some cool photos being sent your way.
mom and dad mickelson are leaving in less than 2 weeks! What a change that will be!? luckly mom and dad have discovered skype to keep us in touch.
Question of the day, why is the song "numa numa" by O-zone SO ADDICTIVE!? It is like this techno love song.. really funny and cute. It makes me laugh and want to dance around.
Wonderland is a good song too... both of which are on the "green" playlist.
Have a great day readers... whoever you may be! OXOX!
Lesa Bowers

New Goals for the Blogg & Life...

2008-03-17T09:59:00.002-06:00

Good Morning!
Can you believe it has been a WHOLE YEAR since Chad proposed to me!? It has gone by really fast. -- This thought in mind I've realized that I haven't taken the pictures of our adventures like I thought I should. My new goal is to take my camera everywhere. I use to be very good at this (my camera was always with me) but since my battery in my camera doesn't stay charged very long, I've stopped taking it with me. SO, my goal is to get a new Super Battery! I really love my camera!
And of course the discovery of digi-scrapbooking has really pushed this goal along. (Scrapbooking made fast and easy!) www.ikeagoddess.blogspot.com
Thanks Shamae.
SO, I think when I can sell all my stamps, and boxes full of supplies, Chad will have a better outlook on scrapbooking. (considering that they take up so much ROOM) All he will see is the finished product of pretty pictures.

My 22nd Birthday is tomorrow! I've been having 'growing-up pains' this last weekend, but I know that I'll like being grown up when I finally except it all. I did an endowment session at the Salt Lake City Temple for the first time on Saturday, VERY beautiful temple. It was wonderful. The weekend was good, all in all. oxoxo
Lesa

FOR THE GURU IN YOU!

2008-03-10T16:34:00.003-06:00

I am a believer in synchronocity, even though i'm not sure if that is how you actually spell "synchronocity". Synchronocity is a powerful force that is constantly weaving my life. (and all of our lives? probably.) For example, if there is a book that I need to read, I will see this book everywhere! Usually I'll see it at the book store first and think "this looks like a good book.." (I say that about a lot of books) But if this is a book that I particularly need at a certin time, It will apear all over the place! The lady I pass on the street will be holding it, It will apear on random blogs I look at, and subjects will come up with people... "Hey I've been reading a lot about" so-and-so.. "he's the author of the book..." 'blah-blah-blah' -- "Have you heard of him?"
"Fine I'll get the book already."
SO, I've been reading a lot. Not that I really like to read a whole lot, but certain books seem to be stalking me until I pick one up. Or in a less insane way of thought, SYNCHRONOCITY!
This same thing happened to Chad. The book/DVD "Celestine Prophecy" kept apearing to Chad. He's heard people talk about it, and has seen in several places. SO we bought the DVD. Amazing movie. yes yes. very good. It just made so much sense to me. But if you go out and watch it, and leave feeling confused.. like "what was that even about!?!?" Than you might want to start with something a little more basic. GEE.. if you do see it, don't judge it! Just take it for what it is. (not saying that i'm even good at this). But it is what it is. Don't bash me for loving it, and don't say it's wrong if you don't understand it. Anyways. that's my controling self talking out there.
Probably most of you who read this wont see it, but if you do, I hope that it brings something to you. oxox.

ps. no harm or hurt feelings to those who don't accept new age thinking.. actually maybe. haven't decided yet. JUST KIDDING. (it's monday and i'm crabby! bye bye!)

Our First 10 Months

2008-03-05T12:22:00.004-07:00

We started our marriage living in downtown provo. I loved the area! I loved the walk to my favorite sushi place, just west from our apartment. I especially loved the summers there. Morning runs were always refreshing and often you would see the same runners everyday. We only hiked Y-mountain once. But I think once is enough for me!
Chad stopped working at Alpine, and started doing his hypnotherapy and going to school at the Insitute of Healing Arts. Currently Chad is also looking for a part time job to help out our income. I work at Wasatch Window and Door as a secretary. (my brother-in-law's business) It's a great job, but still don't feel fulfilled by it. It's a slight struggle for me. I am also doing Emotional Release Work a couple times a week. I really love it, and I'm getting really good at it too.

Chad and I just moved to Heber. My parents are leaving for South Africa on their mission and will be leaving us to tend for the house. *smile. There are plenty of rooms so we would love visitors!
We are also looking forward to visiting Arizona during Spring Break (April 13-20). That is, if Steve is home by then. Clint and Sarah will also be coming. (as far as I know)
We are doing well, and we are learning much; not only school, and business, but mostly marriage. I think of it as being like an obsticle course! But we make a good team. oxox! we love you all!
-Chad & Lesa Bowers

creation

2008-02-21T10:33:00.003-07:00

Thou Art My Hiding Place and My Shield; I Hope in Thy Word.

2008-02-19T10:10:00.004-07:00

The Hiding Place by Corrie ten Boom

I have just finished reading this book. I picked it up the night before last and just finished it this morning. (putting aside the four other books that I am still trying to finish.) This story took me on a journey through the life of a woman, from the time she first went to school to the 80th year of her life. Not only does she tell of her experiences in Haarlem, Holland, but of the experiences of those close to her, and around her.
I caught a greater view of what it is to serve others. It is an amazing book. It makes me want to pray more, serve more, love more, give more, and not be so worried about myself.

2008-02-14T15:47:00.004-07:00

I like This Picture

Embrace Your Girly-ness!

2008-02-13T11:58:00.005-07:00

As you probably know, I like to share my thoughts and opinions on this blog. Hopefully this isn't offensive to everyone out there. Not long ago women in our country started fighting to be equal. We fought for our right to vote, and our right to wear pants, and our right to ride horses one leg on each side, and we fought to be authors and EQUAL to men. I believe that was all great! I believe that was a good thing that our female ancestors did for us. *thank you Ladies!
But there is one thing I don't want women to forget, we have natural gifts that shouldn't be abandoned. I believe there is a sweetness that should radiate from every women. How wonderful the world would be if women were more content with being ... well women. We have a great capacity to LOVE, to nurture, and to give. The POINT of this blogg was to encourage women to wear skirts more often! Not just at church, but when you are watering your garden! Slip on your flip-flops, a t-shirt and a pink flower-printed skirt. I believe that doing this will naturally fill you with being sweeter, kinder, and more lively.
One challenge that I came to face last year was, I realized that I don't love my legs, I thought they are too 'fair' too 'white' too... too.. too.. all these things that I thought were horrible! But actually that doesn't matter. But actually I wasn't going to let that keep me from feeling wonderful. Skirts are fun! Skirts are girly! and Skirts are sweet! Try it out! Go buy a Girly Skirt and play princess.
good luck girls!
Lesa

Relax!

2008-02-13T11:25:00.005-07:00

Doesn't This Picture Make you Melt!? What a beautiful, lovely, relaxing place! This picture inspired this blog.
The Importance of pampering!

Stress.about.com says:

Many of us have so many responsibilities in life that we forget to take care of ourselves. And while it’s hard to prioritize something like taking a bath when you have so many other priorities in life, self care is an important aspect of stress management. A massage, soak in the tub or other forms of pampering revitalize you inside and out. And taking time out to treat your body like the temple it is has other benefits.

When You are able to give to yourself, you are then able to be there for others! Imagine how it would be if you took the time for yourself to write in your journal, or get a massage, or meditate in the setting sun on the beach! Do It! Take yourself out on a date. Use creative energy! Do Journal Therapy. If you need to forgive someone, start in a pampering state, write a long letter that expresses everything you ever wanted to say to that person and than "releasing" by burning it or casting it into the sea. By destroying the paper, you release all you were holding onto. I think pampering should make you a better peron. I believe it is a theraputic and energizing to your spirit, body and mind. Try it! do it! Have fun with it!
RELAX.

Lesa

Cleaning Out the Old

2008-02-13T10:42:00.003-07:00

Moving Month is Here!

After throwing out an old couch and over six bags of old stuff, we are clear to pack up our things and move to Heber. Last night, I realized how much I have that isn't being used. So I've made an agreement to myself: Either love it or leave it! Immediately I knew what I wasn't in-love with anymore, and that went out. And then there were some things that I really felt I could love again (it was just like I forgot I had it).
Then there were things like that "ROXY" zip-up sweather that is so in style. But the brown color didn't lift my spirits when I wore it... So that went out too. It felt really great to get rid of all that STUFF.
I have a feeling that we will be much happier and Lighter in our new residence!
Packing up all the things that I love the most was really exciting. I am excited to move to Heber, I am excited for Chad and I to move forward in our life-journey, I am excited for new possibilities and opportunities! Wish Us Luck!
-Chad & Lesa

Look In the Mirror!

2008-02-13T10:10:00.004-07:00

The world is your mirror. It was about two years ago that I was trying to help a friend clean out the junk in his room in preperation to going on his mission.
"What about these car sterio speakers? .. They look broken, this is garbage right?"
It was pretty obvious by the expression that came over his face that this was not an option. Old papers, letters, ticket stubs, boxes, electric wires, car parts, and plain old garbage FILLED his room. Hardly a place to step, we worked for hours trying to fill boxes and clear out his room. After many attempts to convince him that he didn't need to hold onto so much of this stuff, I got frusterated! I almost cried. Why was HIS stuff triggering me so much?? This isn't mine! Why did I care so much about his junk??
After pondering my feelings, and being trained to seperate ME from other people, I realized that all his junk (and how it was triggering me almost to tears) was only a reflection of my 'internal' junk that I was un-willing to throw out! In that moment in time I was realizing some things about myself! Sometimes it is a challenge to look at yourself and see your role in a situation.
How do you know if you need to look inside yourself? If you are over-reacting to a situation or conversation (or whatever it may be) you need to look at why this is triggering you so much! It is almost like you need to use your very logical mind (without the feelings involved) to be a third party in the situation and analyse if you are reacting to something that isn't really there!! It is possible that you are making the situation way bigger than it actually is. That is because our past emotions are usually involved with present time, causing a filter to make things look like they are one way... when they really aren't!
have a great day! Strive for enlightenment!
Lesa

Feng Shui

2008-02-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

I highly recommend this book to anyone who wants a better feeling in your home. I remember my favorite bedroom (in all my single years of moving around) was one that I didn't have any clutter! (I left almost all of my things at my parent's house while I was living in Salt Lake City.) I can say my room was always clean. I didn't have anything that I didn't use often. My bedroom was really simple with only the few things that meant a lot to me. Like my favorite picture of Christ, and my favorite scented candle. It gave me a great place to meditate and be in my sacred place. It was really cozy feeling!

This book is easy reading. Some of the subjects at random: "Having Clutter Can Keep You in the Past." "Clutter and Feng Shui Symbology" "Having Clutter Can Cost You Financially" "Clutter Can Depress You"

This book is only $10.95. I believe It can change the way that you feel in your home, and how others feel. Have a great, clutter-free day!

oxox Lesa

The Cottage of My Dreams

2008-02-07T11:10:00.000-07:00

There is a day that you might come to my home. This is what I hope you will feel while you are there.
Today (in the future) you are coming over for dinner in my new home. As you drive up, the first thing that catches your eye is how welcoming the front porch is. The way that it wraps around the house seems to say "come sit and stay a while." You notice how white the painted railing is, and how the house itself glows with a soft yellow. The windows glow with a warm inner light that makes you wonder, "What fun is going on in there?"
As you approch the front door you can't help but look around at the view that the setting sun is offering.
Hopefully dinner is filling and warm and healthy, My children are happy and are very interested in getting to know you! They ask you questions about your favorite things as they dish out desert in little decorative bowls. As you tell us about yourself, you feel very listened to and special in what you have to say. You feel like you could stay forever. There is a feeling of bliss, love, order, and willingness in this home. Everyone is happy to help and assist eachother in their tasks.
As the night closes and you are on your way to your own home, you imagine creating your house with the same peace that you felt in our home. And you will do that, and others will feel it in your home as well. The inspiration will continue in perfect harmony and together we will make this world more peaceful in each home. I can't wait for that dinner together!
oxox The Bowers Family.

The Power of Now

2008-02-04T14:39:00.000-07:00

"I cannot tell you any spiritual truth that deep within you don't know already. All I can do is remind you of what you have forgotten." The Power of Now -- Ekhart Toll

Pondering My Goals

2008-02-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

This year is the year of the RAT. This year is full of transformation and opportunity on a world-wide level. My goals for this month are as follows:

* Pamper yourself with at least two massages this month. This will help you relax even more as you are going through this transitional time in your life.

* Get the clutter out! This month as you are planning on moving, clear out all the clothes, toys, odds and ends that you haven't used or don't need anymore. This will make for a calming environment and less work when it comes down to clean ups.

* Find your joy from within you. Don't depend on Chad or your circumstances to create joy in your life. Be full of joy and more joy will come to you. (like energy attracts like energy)

* Be Grateful .. Write in your Gratitude Journal everyday.

The Secret of feeling good

2008-02-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

The Secret is a movie of the law of attraction (like energy attracts like energy). Basically the LoA explains that everything in this whole world comes down to an energy and a frequency. (our thoughts, our bodies, and the earth and everything on it has energy and frequency) SO feeling good attracts that same frequency to you! good vibes attract more good vibs! And so whatever you focus on becomes BIGGER in your life, in your experience it is greater than what you aren't focused on. I have seen this movie several times, and every time I learn something new.

My new goal is to be happy anywhere I am. To create the joy from with in me, instead of determining my joy off of what is happening around me. This, I believe, will make a powerful difference in my life. Another thing is that when I do get down or angry or sad, I'm not going to just try to cover it up with happiness. I will acknowledge my feelings and express my sadness so it can be released and happiness can take residence again. Emotions buried alive never die (great book)
I challenge all my readers to do the same thing. To watch the secret online for 4.99 you can go to http://www.thesecret.tv/
Or you can buy the dvd online too at the same site.
This movie is made to make you believe it is a magic kind of thing. But we are all doing it, all the time! If you can do it consciencly you can change your life. Or just change the things you want to change. like being happier daily.
xoxo
lesa

9 months

2008-02-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

It has been 9 months since the happiest day of my life. I think that every married woman likes to look back at the day that she got married and see that everything went the way she dreamed. I'm sure that if you had taken a picture of my aura that day, it would have been beaming tremendously.
SO nine months later to the day, is the day that Gordan B Hinkley is having his funeral, the day that I don't have to work, and the day after the night I had my first 'being naked in public' dream. phew.. what a day. It has gone by really fast. We had learned a lot from eachother, and learned how to live with eachother in our one room apartment. (no escape!) It has been really interesting, and I have grown so much since that May-Day. "for the may-day is a great day.." Jethro Tull
Here are some of the things I have learned about Chad and life since May 2, 2007:

He knows how to make things right when they are not. He likes faery tales. and he has a tinkerbell pillow. He is totally excited about being a dad someday. And he knows how to wash dishes when asked. (cool huh) I really love being married to Chad. The best is yet to come! I'm am enjoying this journey!

lesa

Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

2008-02-01T15:29:00.000-07:00

Bridget, Lena, Carmen, and Tibby are all charaters to one of the best 'girl' movies ever made. The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants is a lovely story of how these best friends stayed together during their first summer apart. Lena travels to Greece; Carmen to her dad's house; Tibby stays in their hometown; and Bridget goes to Mexico. It's a wonderful story of sisterhood. I highly recommend it. xoxo lesa

(Above are my "sisters")

Thinking of Summer...

2008-02-01T14:31:00.000-07:00

It must be true what they say; Time Flies When Your Having Fun. Because during the summer you never think it is going to end! And suddenly summer is over before you thought it had actually begun. During the winter, like right now, the craving for summer fills my mind; It is particualarly strong during cold mornings of scraping ice from my windsheild.
The reason I post this particualar picture is because of the warm memories it brings. I felt like Lori from the musical "Oklahoma" as I pranced in this orchard. Wearing skirts and t shirts and sandels. Never having to worry about having a coat! This is pure freedom.
HUM.. but than what happens towards August? It seems like you wish for a meadow of untouched snow! Right? You miss it. You miss hot chocolate and Christmas Carols. Is it our human nature wanting variety? or is it simply because we aren't truely grateful for what we have now, in the present?
This summer I am going to truely soak up the sun as much as possible. Bowers have their family reunion (5 days of camping) And I have a goal to make a list of things I want to do to fully embrace summer season. One I've already decided is to have a picnic twice a month! It was one of my favorite memories from last summer, and so I'm going to make sure I get enough of it in this year. xoxo